BFD
March 29, 2009
Someone sent this little ditty to me this morning. If you recall earlier in the week I reported that butchfemmedance.com being sold due to the continued falling number of members there(they didnt have much to begin with).
I dont know who brought this up there (BFD), but obviously I wasnt the only one who saw the site was being sold. Looks like someone questioned the siteowner and she’s (BIG SHOCKER) denying it…lol
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The Multi Mental illnesses of Tgism
March 25, 2009
See heres the thing with the TG disorder, in much the same as other disorders its sufferers replace their ID with the disorder. So then when something threatens that disorder (even in the form of help) it is viewed by the sufferer as a colossal attack on their identity(rather than the disorder).
A diseased ego still has the capacity for self preservation. No disorder=no self=no life=death.
Which is why once a TG/GID ”diagnosis” is a attached the sufferer feels relief and for a shortperiod of time and an artificial sense happiness. This occurs when the replacing of the self with disorder takes place. This artificial happiness and moments of high is why therapists are deceived into believing the current “treatment” for the TG disorder is “helping”, because they (the therapists) witness an “improved” state of being in the sufferer.
What they (the therapists) dont see is what takes place when the TG sufferer leaves the office. Between every juncture of change the TG sufferer spirals downward into depression and feelings of suicide.
Our personality may be forged at a few years of age but our ego, our consciousness is a growing mechanism whose pleasures and potential for pleasures is based on new experiences. When that ego/consciousness is replaced with the TG disorder instead of a growing/evolving consciousness, the TG disorder mimics its host (the ego) so in order to experience pleasure/future pleasures the disorder grows and along with that internal growth a pathological desire for an external seeable growth emerges. In the TG case that seeable growth consists of cosmetic mutilation in the form of drugs and “surgery”.
But what happens when the disorder/ego can no longer grow? When drugs have reached their farthest seeable conclusion? When cosmetic mutilation is stretched to its utmost feasibility? Death of the ego is a death of the self, what then is the death of that which has replaced the ego?
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NRLFF
Butches and Fairys now equals “Trans” in student study
March 19, 2009
Mtf man “better ‘woman’ than women”!!!
March 17, 2009
Fair use capped.
I received this little ditty in my email this morning from an anonymous mailer.
I’m told this is from a popular “trans” forum and is typical of the “anti-female” attitudes/responses by the Mtf men there.
Clearly this was written by an autogynephile. This is typical hetero male conditioning, a woman is worth only as much as she can physically appeal to the male gaze. If she cannot be objectified for male consumption she isnt even worthy being labeled “woman”!!!
What is twistedly disturbing with Mtf autogynes is they apply their own male conditioning, male gazed, female objectified ideas of woman to themselves in the guise of “woman”! Because these ideas of women only exist in the minds of men, Mtf autogynes loathe themsleves because nothing they do, no amount of faux female hormones, no amount of cosmetic mutilations, close shaves, electrolysis, make up, feminine apparel, NOTHING brings them within the realm of woman in general let alone their male conditioned idea of “woman” that doesnt exist!
Rather than turn their anger and disappointment towards themselves for not meeting their own unrealistic ideas of “woman”, through their male privilege coupled with misogyny they instead externalize and attack women! Women who regardless of race, size, class, hair, height, smell, age etc will ALWAYS be something they as men cannot be: WOMEN!
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NRLFF
Homophobic Autogynophilic who writes crap poetry
February 27, 2009
While I firmly challenge how the medical establishment is “treating” those who fall under the TG label, I must also challenge the current gay and lesbian leaders for continuing the ignorant notion that men (heterosexual fetishist who make up the majority of the trans community) as seen here should remain grouped with gays and lesbians. Especially when those hetero males regularly exhibit homophobia! Also seen here, along with a healthy dose of sexism….http://dirtywhiteboi67.blogspot.com/2009/02/homophobic-autogynophilic-who-writes.html
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Andrea James our favourite autogynephiliac
February 16, 2009
Seriously, if he “passes” I’m the fucking mona lisa!…lol
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NRLFF
I miss being pre-op
February 15, 2009
The four words that hulk rotundly in the back of every
single TG person’s mind yet which rarely see the light of
day for various fears is: I MADE A MISTAKE!
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NRLFF
More reason to rid the Femme/Butch community of straight women!!!!
February 3, 2009
The Twilight Zone Experience TTZE
January 23, 2009
A fair use cap from our favorite anime girl.
Jeez, where to begin with a post of this lusus naturae? Let me first say it is prime in illustrating postmodernism’s e’er dilating universal pupil. Where instead of say Nerval who while searching for the eye of God found only an empty “socket”, postmodernism invents an eye or a nose or a mouth, or even a god. This is both the draw and flaw of this clumsy ideology and Queer theory’s feckless utilization of it!
Maybe in a world where only sound minds exist postmodernism could serve a beneficial purpose. But in this world, our world, where disorder reigns, postmodernism’s “I can think anything true” motto only opens the floodgates up for individual pathological disorders adding to the already existing chaos. Deconstruction is about cleaving things down to the bone to expose the truth, it isnt about fabricating a constructed body from the nearest junk pile!
Since there is already enough illegitimate multitudinous argot spawned from the many copulations between postmodernism and queer theory’s debauched encounters to make the Duggers seem like a typical family, I’d like to add one of MY own: The Twilight Zone Experience.
What is the Twilight Zone Experience(TTZE)? It is the Twilight Zone feeling that comes over one (and by one I mean any person living in reality) while being in the presence of “trans” reality. While on a COMPLETELY non brutal level I would wager it akin to a person who found themselves in the “holocaust” reality. That shaking ones head back and fourth trying to gain some sense of semblance from what one is seeing/hearing/smelling/touching/tasting, when words like Canada, liquidation or final solution no longer mean what they mean in les univers concentrationnaire.
This is precisely what has occured within this “trans” reality, any word or concept that finds itself within “trans” reality is potentially subjected to change. But the change ONLY takes place within “trans” reality, in reality itself the “trans” wonder-powers to alter words/concepts faster than a speeding bullet are kryptonited. This is where the “trans” community utilizes its confuse and concur tactics.
Take the above post as an example, in reality we have a heterosexual young woman seeking a male mate, it doesnt get any simpler than that right? But thats reality, in “TRANS” reality of confuse and concur what we have is a hetero woman who says she’s a “male” seeking a male sex partner. BUT not just any male sex partner, she wishes to have a homosexual male sex partner.
Now in reality a woman who is attracted to/has sex with men (regardless of sexual orientation-think of ALLLL those faghags) is for all intents and purposes, a heterosexual woman. But no, this is “trans” reality, so she is ONLY hetero is she has sex with a hetero male, IF she has sex with a gay MALE she being a claimed “he” is now a “gay man”…lol Do you hear the Twilight Zone music playing in the background now???
So good luck if you happen to find yourself homeless, hungry and standing on the corner of postmodernism and queer theory holding your cup out for a few coins of truth and reality, the truth and reality is you’ll likely starve to death!
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NRLFF
The plight of the oppressed male????? HUH??
January 12, 2009
Fair use capped from one of our favourite trans sites!
Many might read a post such as this and think WTF? But actually this is fairly typical of both male and female trans persons. There is an ignorant assumption (likely due to the trans rose coloured glasses aka BDD) that all will be perfect (magical?) once the “transition” is “complete”(currently no such completion is possible medically).
There arent any classes or courses in “how to act like a REAL man or how to act like a REAL woman” for the post trans person. Something that eases them into a life as a different “sex” as it were. There is the ignorant or perhaps apathetic assumption made by the ME that once the trans person “transitions” the trans person is “cured”. Because after all logically if one REALLY is a man or REALLY is a woman and the ME merely has to “correct” the “wrong” outside, both Mtfs and ftMs would quickly adjuct to what they have lived all along, only with a “body” that “matches”. Except thats NEVER the case, is it.
No. Instead we see post after post after post of disordered men and women whom after the high of “transitioning” has worn thin or off completely and the reality they thought was real fades into the distance only to be replaced by actually reality, we see unhappiness at best, depression (even suicidal) at worst. As we see so clearly illustrated here with this woman.
She thought through the blur of her disorder life as a man was going to be idyllic. She has suffered (like many an ftM) sexual abuse as a child, her self hatred as a result of the child abuse later turned her to prostitution (a high statistic of sexually abused females). Through controlling men with her body (prostitution) she likely reclaimed a certain amount of power she had lost as a child victim. Her “transitioning” is likely a further extention of searching for a greater power the power of ownership of the male body itself.
As a “man” she would have power, be powerful, she would be heard and listened to, but sadly instead she finds being a man isnt all that its cracked up to be. It comes with its own set of problems, problems that she as a woman could not understand and remains ignorant and afraid to confront.
Like all trans persons, she has simply traded the prison of one role in exchange for the prison of another and is too afraid to live as she wants in either.
Umm remind me again what any of this has to do with lesbianism??????
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