ftM’s and their PERIODS

http://dirtywhiteboi67.blogspot.com/2009/01/ftms-and-their-periods.html

I’ll pretty much let the ftMers speak for themselves here and just say SERIOUSLY people, this is only a tiny tiny sample of what REALLY goes on behind the closed doors of a typcial trans community. We’re suppose to believe dozens and dozens of women sitting around a forum chatting about rag products are “men”?

The oxymoronicness of ragging vaginal “men” is literally insane! There is a clear gulf between reality and the fantasy land these women occupy. That in and of itself is an understandable problem(they’re disordered), but what isnt so understandable are the trans apologists who simply by allowing themselves to be robbed of reality reinforce the disorder that has lead women like these in the first place to further develop the alternative reality in which they both dwell, trans and trans apologist alike!

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CIS-where disorder meets delusion

“Cis” for the non-trans literate refers to “bio” as in biological. This prefix is generally assigned to various words/situations-example-(sex/gender/sexist etc) by trans disordered and trans-apologist in place of “bio” in effort to dismiss “non-trans” ie non-bio or appease trans disordered. Basically just another “trans” tactic the trans disordered use in hope of solidifying their fractured identity by trying to displace anothers.

Holly’s thread reads like a BIG much ado about nothing and likewise does her link, as you can see for yourselves. The entire thread is nothing more than a diversion, just as is the purported “cisprivilege” issue itself, a “look here and NOT there”. There being legitimate gay and lesbian issues, or in this case Femme/Butch issues. At times I believe these diversions are thought out and calculated by the trans disordered, most often (as I feel with Holly’s post) the diversions are narcissistic redirections away from gays and lesbians toward trans persons/”trans issues”.

We know pathological narcissism is a prime factor in all trans disordered persons, so it stands to reason when we (gays/lesbians/femme/butch) see trans disordered yelling over us, as well as over themselves and each louder than the next, we shouldnt be surprised, its all part of their illness. So while we may sympathize with their plight, we shouldnt for a moment subjugate our legitimate issues (equal rights, equal housing, parental rights, marriage etc) for imagined issues (“cis”privilege, “cis”sexism”).

Not developing or choosing not to develop this particular mental disorder IS NOT a sign of privilege. But choosing to fuel the fires that feed this disorder IS a sign of apathy!

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More non-sense from anime girl

Fair use capped from an email/comment I received this morning.

It is interesting watching a “trans” soul literally go from Asshole to Zero in no time flat simply because their private curtain was yanked back exposing their nakedness. Mirrors whether those hung on walls or individuals who mirror, are a danger to the “trans” disordered.

The “trans” are absolutely phobic about mirrors. Mirrors appear the enemy in a war with the self, because mirrors display the believed true enemy of trannies, the body! Mirrors evince what is, not what we wish. Mirrors reveal, despite the viewers pathological need to conceal. Mirrors are friendly only so far as “trans” deception is maintained.

Echoing a song from Eric Woolfson’s Freudiana masterpiece “I am a mirror. I am a mirror. looking at me you see yourself” I held a shining mirror up to this young woman, a young woman who seemingly had no qualms about invading personal space with her hetero privilege, using slanderous behaviour/tactics for insult purposes only and classist behaviour to boot, only to reveal an even greater ugliness beneath.

These are the uglinesses that the entire “trans” population prefer, like this woman, to keep hidden. They wish, as this woman does, to simply toss a towel or blanket over me and all the mirrors like me in some insane shiva-like fashion. Except they’re not interested in mourning, BUT celebrating! Only the dead here, are not dead, but buried behind a self constructed wall of disorder! A mutilated half corpse suffocated with drugs, unable to speak!

But this is no Shiva house and I am no jew, the mirrors remain unveiled here!

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Speaking of mirrors…

Mirror-Sylvia Plath

I am silver and exact. I have no preconceptions.
What ever I see I swallow immediately
Just as it is, unmisted by love or dislike.
I am not cruel, only truthful—
The eye of a little god, four-cornered.
Most of the time I meditate on the opposite wall.
It is pink, with speckles. I have looked at it so long
I think it is a part of my heart. But it flickers.
Faces and darkness separate us over and over.

Now I am a lake. A woman bends over me,
Searching my reaches for what she really is.
Then she turns to those liars, the candles or the moon.
I see her back, and reflect it faithfully.
She rewards me with tears and an agitation of hands.
I am important to her. She comes and goes.
Each morning it is her face that replaces the darkness.
In me she has drowned a young girl, and in me an old woman
Rises toward her day after day, like a terrible fish.

A few question for the BFers

Fair use capped from the obvious.

Hmmm I have a few questions for this proclaimed “butch-femme” site myself.

Aside from the cha-ching reasoning, why is a site which claims (at least within its name) to be about women and community, perpetuating, even promoting the disease and death of women?

Why is malecentrism and phallocentrism the dominant mythoi of a presumed lesbian website?

Why does a lesbian centered site who speaks regularly about “community building” recognize only those members if they’re WHITE or the WOC who only speak when spoken to so as not to call attention to the racist attitudes there?

Why would misogyny rein pathologically supreme on a site tailored to lesbian women?

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ps since a bunch of you “butch-femme” folks are regular readers here, seeing how I’m not a member, it would be sweet if one of you could post these questions there. Thanks in advance! Love ya’s!

I think this cap speaks for itself

ftM women KNOW Femme/Butch!

Fair use capped from a major ftM site.

As a Butch myself and a Butch whose has lettered in Femme/Butch (umm no that doesnt mean I understand Femmes), wtf is this woman talking about??? This ftM woman obviously is completely ignorant about just what occurs within the fabric of femme/butch “courtship” or anything else femme/butch related.

Yet it doesnt stop her from ignorantly ascribing the same banal heteropatriarchal nonsense that has beset Femme/Butch for the last 5000 years, all the while occupying the gay and lesbian community! Yet coming from an ftM woman I am not surprised nor shocked. This is precisely why this woman has developed a mental disorder. She has completely internalized masculine equals male and feminine equals female to the point of pathology. Like most heterocentrics she cannot comprehend female masculinity nor Femme lesbianism. Therefore she ignorantly interprets Femme/Butch AS female/male(hetero).

But while this garbage is passing as “fact”, there are those out there that are shocked and angered that some members of the lesbian community are choosing to reclaim radical lesbianism and remove ourselves from the quagmire of the queer theoried alphabet soup that the lesbian community is currently drowning in!

The winds of change are blowing and the leaves of the NRLFF are taking flight!

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Fear and HATE from the Trans Community

http://dirtywhiteboi67.blogspot.com/2008/12/fear-and-hate-from-trans-community.html

 

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More ftM transignorance on Femmes

This was fair use capped from another popular heteropatriarchal femme/butch site called butchfemmedancedotcom.

As angry as it makes me to read this kind of transignorance, I will be honest and say I actually feel sorry for women with this disordered mind set.

Here these women are thinking, believing through the blur of thier disorder that if they attain a scant hint of MALE masculinity the Femmes will come a running! How sad, how distorted, how untrue! One thing we see on the popular femme/butch sites over and over and over in thread after thread after thread is “single ftMs” searching for the Femmes who “want” them, all to no avail.

Femmes are LESBIANS, Femmes lust after Butch PUSSY and TITS among other luscious Butch body parts! Femmes do NOT desire fauxmen, they do NOT desire men of any stripe period. I find it horrifically disrespectful to Femmes to allow threads like these even to exist! I find it equally deplorable that femme/butch sites continue to lead ftM women on in their transdelusions believing that they have a shot at having a Femme fall for them.

While there are some disturbed straight women occupying lesbians spaces who will give an ftM women a shot, sadly due to the severity of both their various mental disturbances these relationships fail and fail miserably! Lying to the mentally ill simply to make a profit from their membership is SICK, giving the mentally ill hope where none exist is fucking CRUEL!

And promoting transignorance of Femme’s lesbian desires is unfathomable!!!

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Nothing like an ftM to let the Femme’s know they’re REALLY straight in denial!

http://dirtywhiteboi67.blogspot.com/2008/12/nothing-like-ftm-to-let-femmes-know.html

Fair use capped from the queer theoried femme/butch site butch-femmedotcom.

The first cap explicitly illustrates this womans hatred for her body, well specifically her “sexual” organs. (Do we dare wonder why it is primarily only ever body parts considered “sexual” that the trans ID’d obsess and focus on?? Obviously in this womans case her arms are still female, her legs, her elbows, her knees, her feet and hands….) It also illustrates a continued hatred despite drugs and mutilations to alter her appearance and the appearance/removal of her “sexual” organs. Looks to me like the “treatment” she has received by the ME hasnt worked its magic, go figure.

Now as to the prime reason for singling out this woman’s comments. I am not even a Femme and I am outraged by her ignorance and lack of respect towards Femmes! This is the sort of garbage that plays right into the hands of straight men who have been saying forever all a good lesbian needs is some cock to set her straight! Perhaps thats all the poster herself needs, a good stiff cock to rid her of her BDD!

Femmes are lesbians for a reason, because like any other lesbian they are attracted (mentally/physically) to other WOmen. Now those women may have masculine(note masculine, NOT male) traits BUT they are still WOmen! Their relationship is a LESBIAN relationship, they desire each others FEmale bodies, arms, hands, legs, breasts, clits, vags, backs, stomachs etc!!! It is a LESBIAN experience!

Her logic regarding Femmes is literally beyond belief. I would wager she is not only single but has little to no experience with actual Femmes. Likely she was/is “stone”(sexual dysfunctional) and what if any sexual experience she has had would have been with troubled straight women playing in the lesbian sandbox.

Now given the pellucid extent of her poor mental state one can go slightly easy on her. But what of the sites maintainers/MODS etc? I actually went back several times just to see if these comments were deleted or at the very least questioned by a higher authority, nada! Where is the responsibility for the misogyny raging at Femmes through this womans comments??? Has phallocentric queer theory completely disabled the brains of nearly every woman on this site???

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Al “kate” Bornstein is peeved at us authentic gay and lesbians!

I was sent a link to a recent Al “kate” Bornstein’s blog entry regarding his yawping over two, yes I said a mere two gay and lesbian events that did not to Al’s satisfaction include every letter of the aphabet that now reside under the “queer” umbrella.

No shocker coming from a self ID’d “gender theorist”, but interesting on the other hand coming from a self ID’d “lesbian”!!! Yeah he ID’s as a lesbian too and a whole slew of other ID descriptors. Thats something I myself have a theory of, the more ID descriptors the more disorderd the individual. Remind the dirtster later and I’ll create a disordered ID discriptor scale when I get time.

The most prominent trans group beating their implanted chests with their nail painted fists is not surprisingly the Mtf population who ID as “lesbians”, aka straight privileged dudes(mostly white) who took their fetishes just a tad tooooo far if ya know what I mean. This also happens to be the largest group of ALL the trans ID’d. What I find interesting about this group of which Al “kate” belongs, is while they have avidly co-opted “lesbian” straight out of the hands of actual lesbians, when some event (political or social) comes about and is specifically aimed at gays and lesbians they are the first to raise their voices in protest.

If they’re “lesbians” as they say, then what is the issue? They would likely argue as queer theory so kindly has informed them, that something is amiss if there is a hint of “exclusion”, unless that “exclusion” is excluding POC’s, the poor(whitetrash) or the uneducated (non academic) types. Queer theory is proof positive that that kind of exclusion is necessary for “progress”.

While there is DEFINITELY some truth to that, I think it has much more to do with their (hetero Mtfs) persistent perfidy of their core selves which despite the make shift graves they’ve been laid to rest in refuse to stay buried beneath the drugs, dresses, make up and mutilations!

Simply stated, Al “kate” and those hetero males like him continue to view themselves AS straight men even through the blur of their disorder and its savage “treatments”.

It goes without saying Al’s straight male privilege and obvious lezbo/homo-phobia is showing. Shame on you Al!

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